As a young woman, I never wanted to be anything but educated, relevant, successful, married and a good mother to my children. I never wanted to see my value by being beautiful or sexy…just smart, capable and key to the organization I was aligned with and loved by my family. To accomplish these dreams, I was focused and worked very hard at being all things to all people. I believed in my dreams so much, I started and completed a Master’s program with the University of Dallas. This was going to open all my doors…!! During this time, I also, lost my father/mother and divorced three husbands. The last one, I can say devastated me. He just walked out of our life. I am still unsure about starting a new relationship.
Back to the POINT:
So, am I, at 58 the woman I aspired to be when I was in my twenties? The answer is yes and no, conversely.
No: I am not married to my soul mate and my children are grown with their own lives, so the family atmosphere I wanted is not quite there and now my dog is gone as well….
My argument is that I am going in the right direction and like everyone...it's not a perfect ride...